” santa list – day after Christmas ” – every day poetry 56

” santa list – day after Christmas ”” santa list – day after Christmas ”

i was supposed to write this yesterday – December 26th

the internet went down

and i was down

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but i made a list for Santa

a few days too late

go fund me page addresses

   raise a studio 
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funny thing is
there is much more i desire
much more i wish for
much more that i need
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and i know many of us have needs
and i am not trying to put mine before others
i have never done that
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i am just learning
after years of therapy
i have to love me
i have to ask
i have to seek
 i have to do
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and with my disabilities pressing
creating un-neaded obstacles
in an already difficult time
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i am just hoping to live
before it is time for dying
i am talking the physical death
dirt over the body death
decay, and gone to what U never knew
and it is forever
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i would love to have it easy
for once have some luxury
at least luxury of some stability
some luxury in a tangible sense
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so this is my poem
my late Santa’s list
was i bad or naughty
do i not deserve what i hope for
more than anybody else
???
good question
what is the answer
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i know my dreams are fantasies
seemingly absurd
but some say well deserved
i just know, these are tunes i never heard
but i want to heard
i want to live, be a living nerd
a word geek
in poetry speak
even though
at times my poetry week
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so my friends
thank U for hearing me speak

One thought on “” santa list – day after Christmas ” – every day poetry 56

  1. Reblogged this on kenneth james and commented:
    i am a Veteran who served our Nation Honorably, with integrity. i applied for benefits , denied , but am appealing.

    i am homeless only because of lack of finances and my disabilities and causal factors of them.

    so if U can help in any way at all, please do. if U know others who will please share, even if there is a chance they will – U never know unless U try

    i have put contracts out for all of my art, around 500 pieces, i made a contract with or without ©’s . 3M without and 15 M with. if anybody secures this for me, and does so with the inclusive communications with me, i shall reward U a 10% fee of the contract – so – share the one with the stars and all who U know who will be interested. with the right marketing, i venture 10 times this amount can be made in one year.

    peace and love my friends , thank U for your willingness to help a homeless disabled Marine Corps Veteran

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