This is not a story to incite pity, it is a reality that i hate, a reality of disabilities & and the fact that when a Marine has such complications people can and will try and actually commit crimes against him and her, because they can. This is part of my difficulties which i am sharing after decades of not having help, not asking for help… etc. Asking for help is the most difficult. Here i am asking for help. Help to become a professional artist!, help to own a home, help to gain stability! I appreciate it when i know there are those who really mean, thank you for your service. Here i give a small glimpse into what it was and is that is happening. Hopefully next year august… after gaining the stability – i will have my book finished and published, and we can all help to make a more civil world by interacting with it, and becoming voices for those who are disabled and victimized. Thank U, please read on.
soon i will have a solutions page, and i hope that people will contribute to the solutions… because i know after a couple of decades, yes, i do need help.
finishes his contract
to year of check out
doesn’t know why
tries to go to college & venture his career path of his dream – Gourmet Chef
breakdowns in public places
losing of job after job & career opportunities
for decades this goes on
i am a Marine
any indications of my needing help never registered
i become a Christian, prayed about all the sins, but never could finure out what the nightmares meant, and the breakdowns, what are they were related too. i found out decades later about depression, ptsd, and suppression.
Long story short, i started to realize i needed help, after too many breakdowns and the attempts to leave this planet, this pain, this overwhelmedness!, this anguish, this abyss where too often nothing makes sense.
Well, i still have these complications as related to several disabilities. And it is not for the lack of trying that i have not had any success, and i am still trying… in my natural abilities as an artist, poet, and born Social Worker… though i won’t be able to pursue this anymore as a professional viable profession because of too many breakdowns proving i can’t maintain a professional environment because of the breakdowns, as well as other complications of outside contributions keeping me from stability (all of which will be discussed in the book i am writing) but, stability, this is my current obligation.
If it is you that is interested in helping, and finding others to help please give me a brief comment and we will be in touch. I will entertain any real offers of help. I also have a:
PO Box 401
PASADENA CA 91102
where you can send suggestions if you wish, i will be in touch if you send it there or to my email: